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Name: Natalie
Birthday: 5/25/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: I'm quite partial to life... lol. Crocheting, knitting, calling, loving, reading (Samurai dramas, science fiction/fiction, I Kissed Dating Goodbye - Joshua Harris, Eragon, Across the Nightengale Floor, etc), watching (Movies: comedy, drama), playing, eating, being, trying, wanting, and needing... my cellphone, PS2, TV, compy, manga (anime arts), drawing (sketching/shading), anime (Fruits Basket, Samurai X, many more, anything by Yu Watase)... family, friends, and Scott (lol) ^.~ It's okay if you HESITATE to love me; hesitating is PROOF you've seen the REAL ME. Loving me nontheless is even more of a blessing. ^_^
Expertise: Contestant. Let me win the race with a strong beginning and finish Nursing (toss me anything in the sciences), artist, designer
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 7/1/2002

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Friday, March 11, 2005

Haha... no more snow!  ><"
I wanna play volleyball again.  *sigh*  I put my heart and soul into the sport.  Everything else is just for kicks...
Gosh my back is so tense... not even my hightechi massage chair does anything.  I need a GOOD BACKRUB  (Krystle?  Where are you??  lol  ahhhh). 
I gave Scott my pic, my out of date pic.  LoL i was so skinny... Agh!  Gross...
Well, peoplez know my half of the Natalie and Scottie2hottie story. 
I need to think long and hard about track.  Should I stay or should I go?  Everyone wants me to stay, I know.. but, hah, do I want to stay?  I've been so much of what others want I don't know what I want.  It's okay.
I love talking to Amy... like just certain things I can discuss w/ her.  You can get many experiences w/ many friends.  That's why it's not natural to be lonesome... it's not natural to live alone.  No person is ever complete.
"People are meant to live two by two in this world."  That could be lover and lover, friend and friend, more impt, man and God.  Never alone.  Thank the Lord!!  ^_^

I have mother amounts of chores to do tomorrow, but I'm looking forward to it.  Lord willing, Scott's coming afterwards just to spend the day w/ me.  How sweet.  I wonder if Dad'll allow us to go to B&N.  I want more books.  =]  No, just manga.  lol  ><"

Good or bad situation...
I can't imagine myself being anywhere than right here...
 experiencing my experiences.  So I'll take it whatever life throws at me and present it to God.

"Early yet to say what lies ahead
It's the first day of the rest of our lives"


Thursday, March 10, 2005

The debate on abortion.. well the mere thought of it is just intense.  I'm just blown away that things like size, shape, age, legal name (fetus, zygote, baby), location (in uterus or outside), and choice determine whether the child is human or not... I'm pro-life, though I can understand the difficulty of the situation of the mother, especially if it was rape or something.  But it's not like it's the baby's fault.  I'm just sickened...
Well, for Servants, we got to "cut class" use the intercom to sing happy birthday to Mr. Olsen.  That was fun.
I don't think the teachers care anymore if we take out or cellphones and text other peoplez.  hahh
I miss Mr. Lamitola.
Okay, my art project, I'm working uber hard on.  For those of you who don't know, I'm making charcoal portrait of Jesus.  It's not coming out the way I want it to.. but still, it's like the semi best I can sorta do.  I really want to make it look realistic.  I sook at shading, lol... no, I think it's comin out alright.
Does Mrs. Medina know what she's teaching?  I feel like the people teaching us are Rachel, Ashley, and Heather.  LOL  Who pays her?  Joke, she coo.  ><"
Track was fun.  It wasn't too intense, but I got to socialize a little more w/ my fellow teammates.  Because I'm only doing this for volleyball and for other reasons, I may not compete, but I just want to stay on the team for now, work my butt off, and just do whatever God's will is for me there.  =]  Tha's all I can do for now.  ^.^
I'm so freakin sore though... aghhhhhh...
Someone take a shovel and bury me right here.  @.@"
I heart ya, Scott.  LoL, God bless your ways, always.  I'm glad of the relationship we have because of the hope I have in the Father for you.  lol hoped you enjoyed the cookies Buki attempted to steal.  hah... I spoil you.  Take care, Love.
You all who are sore and working hard, you get a good rest, too.  ^_^


Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Lovely

God, control my actions, and my words and my thoughts.  I just want them to pleasing to You, no one else.
Thank you, Lord for my family, my friends...
Thanks that I have someone to care for me always ::Heart you, Scott::
Thank You, Lord, for YOU.  You may not be that old grandpa that I wanted you to be to spoil me, but you KNO what I want and you KNO my interests when even I don't. 
IF you have a thankful heart... have at least one thankful thought to God for something, you'll see that you chances of backsliding backslide.  =]

Track was.. agh!  Well at least I didn't die like before.  lol.  I pray that I'll get closer to Heather, Rachel, Barbara Jean, Emmanuel, Jerry, and Joel because of this.  Pain is BEAUTY
I was talking to Mrs. Chi chi (school nurse/coach of track team) and I was telling her my goals and such.  She's like my other mother in HCA, lol.  She says that my priorities are great and that my head was screwed on straight.  Hah, but the thing is... I guess I only SAY it is.  I don't want to be like that anymore.
In order for such things to count, you gotta take action

Nicole wants me to take bellydancing classes again.  Yeah, that'd be so much fun.  But the workout!  Yeah I know it's a dance of seduction, but really, I just want to be my body to be a decent body.  =]  Though, I like the way I look now.   OKAY I'M SOUNDED REALY CONCEITED so I'll stop, there.

*sigh*  life is good
           God is better!!


Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Holy wow, what's w/ the insane weather?
I'm getting sick of the snow, really.  Let me see something GREEN. 
Track was cancelled.  Not much better.  I gotta work my mooskles.

I don't complain much about my school, really.  But today's system was messed up.  They tell us that all after-school activities are cancelled during last period.  So, I COULD'VE called my dad TWO hours earlier so that I could've gotten home two hours earlier, but that didn't happen.

Gosh, Scott, I was violated... lol  ><"  Do something to help me forget!  Joke.  You needn't return any favors  ^_^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AUNTIE CELYN
Maligayang... TO YOU!  lol  Agh, where's Paulicus?

EDITATION

FORTUNE COOKIES!  Fun! 
Something Rachel taught me:  If you take a fortune, add the words "in bed" in the end, it'd be such a hilarious sex joke. 
Rae:  I seriously think they do it on purpose!
YOU ADD THE WORDS!
These are my top 2 t'night:
1.  You will have a fine capacity for the enjoyment of life...
2.  You are given the chance to take part of an exciting adventure...
Woot
Woot
Woot

Anyway, you enjoy the snow and the Lord willing snow day/ delayed opening.  ^_^

How gangsta is this:
HCA senior males

(left to right)
Andrew, Nick, Chris, Joe, EJ, Brandon, Danny, Scott, Jeremy
Lovely guys, lol
Way to go, Scott and Nick for wearing sneakers w/ such proper attire.  lol... ><"
I still think Scott's the cute one.  hahahhhh.... hey, that's just me...
Whoah, Spoe... all serious.  lol  ^_^


Monday, March 07, 2005

lol my compy is going all lag today.

I just realized something:
During 8th grade, on Field Day... during the rely, the huge guy who sped in front of Ricky... who Ricky cursed (by surprise of course) was Emmanuel.  My sweet Emmanuel???  HAH small world.
I remember saying that day that I would never like that guy only to have him known as the sweetest guy in HCA.  Best stories too.

So happy to be back in school.
Got back from Track.  I seriously did it... i'm such an idiot.  Does Stanford know anything about "warmups"?  lol.  Well, I went over my limit in circuit training again.  Almost collapsed.  I'm good, I'm good.
Talked to Jason today.  He is the bomb

LOL my dad has to learn to trust someone else.  Up until now, he's only trusted Kaleb... who's in like...  Michigan.  Ahah...  I gotta soften him up a bit if I want Scott to come over sometime.  Thas, coo, thas coo.

I'm so sore

The abortion paper starts!  I'm having so much fun w/ it.  I love debating.  There should be a club or something.

I need more friends who have AIM
AIM:  IstJohn418 
Talk to me!  lol  ><"

I just realized that I text like 17 times this last week and I don't have unlimited TM.  lol crud.
Tomorrow is another day, loves



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